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[27 Oct 2006|09:32am] |
im worried about sammie. im really sad now. i keep listening to socco amaretto limo by brand new over and over. im in 2nd period and everyones going on a feild trip but me and like 10 others after this class. so yah, i wanna go home or just go somewhere else so i can be alone in my room. i think we have some cough syrup at the house so yah, i know i said i cant do it but im really worried about sammie and have been for a long time. and i hav3e alot on me right now. i just need a "LET GO" for a little while. and alcohol doesnt do it for me anymore. the other day i almost stole some of my moms ambiens but i couldnt bc i know ill do something stupid on that shit. it turns me into someone i dont know. idk....
I WISH MY LIFE WAS THIS SONG. CUZ SONGS THEY NEVER DIE. I COULD WRITE FOR YEARS AND YEARS, NEVER HAVE TO CRY. ID SHOW U HOW I FEEL WITHOUT SAYING A WORD. I COULD WRAP UP BOTH OUR HEARTS. I KNOW IT SOUNDS OBSERD. AND I SAW THE TEARS ON UR FACE.....
AND I CANT TELL HOW....THIS LAST SONG ENDS.
THE WAY THAT I FEEL TONIGHT...SO DOWN...SO DOWN. I PRAY THAT I CAN SWIM JUST SO I WONT DROWN.
i love her so much. y does she have to hurt?
i wanna cut really bad right now. but i cant. i wanna get fucked up at this moment but i cant bc im in school....
SCREAM AT ME. MAKE IT THE BEST I EVER HEARD!!!
UR EVERYTHING. HEART BEATS FLOWING. PAINS ARE GROWING. DOES SHE LOVE YOU? THATS WORTH KNOWING!
UR EVERYTHING....
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